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Sometimes, you wonder why you are even in the fandom. After all, there are only five of them, and it is not like you will ever have a chance to meet them. Ever. Five beautiful, wonderful boys, and then there is you. A odd, cocky teen who does not seem to be like anybody else. You constantly compare yourself to everyone else in your high school, and though you have tried, you never seem to fit in anywhere. Even though you constantly fangirl over those amazing boys that will "someday be your husband", you know that you are just talking to yourself. Even if you do meet them, they won't even notice you. Tears trickle down your face every night, a